more fun.

WHERE THE FUCK AM I

so i had this surgery about 6 years ago where i had a metal rod infused into my spine (it’s still there), and as a result on occasions when i am extremely stressed i get really intense muscle spasms, where only muscle relaxers help. now, my doctor won’t prescribe them to me because she’s convinced i’ll abuse them, so i’ve had 1 and 1/2 pills sitting around for the last year, saving them for when i really need them.

turns out tonight i really needed one, took half of one around 7 or 8, and now it’s a 11 and i’m not sure what happened the last few hours? (except that i feel like i have a fever). but i guess i passed out??

goddammit!!!