it’s amazing

what medication can do for you

i’m normally prescribed adderall (say what you will but it really helps me and i don’t abuse it or sell it), but i ran out last week and need to wait a few more days for it to come (since it’s a controlled substance, my pharmacy doesn’t keep it and has to order it every time). as a result, trying to get my work done has gone from being an invigorating task to a seemingly endless black hole of hopelessness 

now i remember why i struggled so much in college (i was at the time, a guinea pig for figuring out which med combos worked best for my crazy brain, and it totally affected not only my performance, but the very way my thoughts worked). anyway, blah. everything is suddenly a struggle and i don’t like it! and i feel depressed and defeated